I wanna know what it's like to be dead
And fill that hole in my head
So when I have nothing to say
I can't speak anyway
I wanna feel your presence behind my eyes
So when I'm telling my lies
You have seen what I've seen
And you'll know who I've been
We should have never came here
And that's clear to me now
We should have never came here
And that's clear to me now
But I've gotta find a way to get better
I've gotta find a way
It hurts all the time
But I'm still alive
Don't you ever wonder why
It hurts all the time
But I'm still alive
Don't you ever wonder why
It'll stay with you always
Stays with you always
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I'll breathe in your fucking ruth till I'm numb
And I forget where I'm from
So when I have nowhere to stay
I can't leave anyway
And I found out what it's like to be dead
And filled that hole in my head
So when I had something to say
I couldn't speak anyway
We should have never came here
And that's clear to me now
We should have never came here
And that's clear to me now
But I've gotta find a way to get better
I've gotta find a way
It hurts all the time
But I'm still alive
Don't you ever wonder why
It hurts all the time
But I'm still alive
Don't you ever wonder why
It'll stay with you always
Stays with you always