Feeling like a patient dismissed
I been waiting so long for this
But now it's wasted and I'm pissed off
My heart still burns and I still feel lost
When we fall apart
I get lost in time
And when I feel the lows
I forget the highs
I'm afraid I've lost another friend
Seems like everything's fine
Cause I'm forced to pretend
Fade into oblivion
Don't wanna make amends
If this is serious
Then it's my descent
My eyes still burning cause I cried all night
I'm still hurting nothings feels right
Valen call me up like it's the middle of the night
Still got a voice in my head please don't think that I'm lying
I miss you, you don't really care
When I needed you you weren't there
Talking about me is not fair
Yeah, talking about me is not fair
Feeling like a patient dismissed
I been waiting so long for this
But now it's wasted and I'm pissed off
My heart still burns and I still feel lost
When we fall apart
I get lost in time
And when I feel the lows
I forget the highs
I couldn't see the truth
How could I be so blind
And when I feel so blue
I stare up at pastel skies
When we fall apart
I get lost in time
And when I feel the lows
I forget the highs
She said the party is
Starting after the party
I understand and I'm ready
Memories made for forgetting
I keep my confidence close
Keep my drink filled with henny
Girl I just need to relax
And I hope my body can let me
I got this target on top my head and it fuck me
I hope u still try to love me
I let my barriers down
And I prepare for the ugly
She's at home with her partner
And I just hope that she's comfy
Cause girl I know it gets rocky but hold on
Baby stay strong
Hold faith even when it seems lost
It's all wrong
Still we move on
Don't talk
I can hear your thoughts