My mind is haunting but I got no fear
I grit my teeth, I don't want you, no
February 12th when you left me alone
But you were so thankful just one week ago
Life is exhausting and nobody's here
My mind keeps on wondering where I can go
The weight on my shoulder, the pain in my chest
We keep getting older, lay me down to rest
I'm so tired of waiting for me
I can't get out of bed, and I never even entered at peace
Passed out on the kitchen floor, unwillingly (unwillingly)
Could this be end of us? It's killing me (it's killing me)
Yeah, this is my tideblade
Dug into my wrist, now we're one in the same
Yeah, this is my tideblade
Now everything I once loved is gone
This is my tideblade
You don't wanna hurt me, I can't say the same
'Cause I just need my pain to make sure I know that I exist
I don't wanna hear (don't wanna, I don't wanna)
The voice that hides, what I did last year (I can't hide from that)
And I'm just trying to make it clear (can't you see that it's so clear?)
That nothing is over, I just hide my tears
Burning bridges, get me home
Unforgiving, nights alone
Break me down, I'm dying to live
Fuck this town, don't know where I fit in
I'm sick of crying
I'm sick of everyone trying to change
Feels like I'm dying
I popped a pill and forgot my own name
Promise to love me
Through Heaven and Hell, would you follow me in?
You're looking lovely
But I feel so tired where do I begin?
I'm so tired of waiting for me
I can't get out of bed, and I never even entered at peace
Passed out on the kitchen floor, unwillingly, unwillingly
Could this be end of us? It's killing me, it's killing me
Yeah, this is my tideblade
Dug into my wrist, now we're one in the same
Yeah, this is my tideblade
Now everything I once loved is gone
This is my tideblade
You don't wanna hurt me, I can't say the same
'Cause I just need my pain to make sure I know that I exist