Harbinger of my destruction
Still awake with my hollow chest
With my gravestone on my back
I was left in the cold rain
No hand to pull me through the days
I still await till the rope breaks
To feel death's cold touch
But now I see so clearly
All the mistakes to atone
Somewhere along the lines
I found a place of no light
My screams stay confined
Where I stay till the end of time
Where the nights felt endless
With the wounds keeping me alive
Self conflicted from these voices
My heart still forbids your repentance
For all those times I killed myself to keep you alive
To keep you safe from the hell inside your head
Has left sleepless
I can never recover from this
I'm way too numb
To feel the pain inflicted on me
I'm way too numb
That's how you left me
Why stay awake when I can be asleep
Why be asleep when I can be dead
No prayers can save me
I needed this to end
Let the daggers run through my chest
There's nothing left