See, I said that I'd fail again, so tell me the score, how many more 'til I give in?
See the scars that are tearing apart my skin within, although I'm trying so hard
See, I said I'm the dummy again, so looking away, getting better at pretend
See, they lie all about me and I know nobody wanted me for all of my life!
Bear your fangs now, hurting inside
Bear the pain but starting to cry
Barely breathing, begging to finally die
Shouting, "I'm a loser, I'm a failure!"
Shouting, "Anyone at all even want you here?"
What if I did everything right?
It won't matter, I fear
I-I-I just wanted love, but now I have to lie!
Maybe if I smiled more, they'd have to love me, right?
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See, I said, getting scratches again, so tell me the score, how many more 'til I give in?
See the scars, bleeding out from my heart
They never stop, although I'm trying so hard!
See, I said that I'm quiet again, so hiding it well, like nothing had happened
See, they lie all about me and I know
I'll bear the pain, take a beating, it's all fine
Gasping for air and sway side to side
Feeling so useless, blurring my mind
I couldn't breathe, there's nothing inside this time
Shouting, "I'm a loser, I'm a failure!"
Shouting, "Anyone at all even want you here?"
What if I did everything right?
It won't matter, I fear
Still I wonder, why was I born and why am I alive?
Maybe if I smiled well, they'd have to love me, right? (Right?)
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God in Heaven, if I were reborn someday and if there's another life ahead
Can I be the girl that's loved?
That's all that I wanted!
Crying out until I hear my heart sing me to bed!
Surely, by the morning I can smile once again!
To my failure of a life
Goodnight, this is the end!