I send you little texts to gauge your interest But when we talk I can tell there's nothing left here It's crazy how different it's been for you and me I'm still chained to you but you've been set free I think they call it maladaptive daydreaming But it's better than a drink and overthinking I lie in bed and act like nothing ever had to end I trace my pillow as if it was your skin So tell me How do I get by 'Cause now I wander in the night I'm like a little lost child Without you near I'm crying rivers running miles I hide a frown in every smile If this was for the best How come it doesn't feel like it You'd be proud to know I've been getting out the house more To see the sights we missed when I was still yours But sometimes it'll hit me like a crashing aero plane I'm all alone and everything has changed So tell me How do I get by 'Cause now I wander in the night I'm like a little lost child Without you near I'm crying rivers running miles I hide a frown in every smile If this was for the best How come it doesn't feel like it I spend the better half of the day sleeping Maybe then I'll see you in my dreams yeah Even though I know it's just a matter of time 'Til I wake up to the nightmare I call life It's crazy how different it's been for you and me I'm still chained to you but you've been set free