Words are just complicated air flow
So I'll keep 'em safe inside of my throat
I'm so afraid of what I've become
Runnin' all night to stay numb
Lately I've been livin' in the background
Keep my voice low, keep my head down
That's what I do, I build up my walls
Hold my breath, pray they don't fall
I say I'm fine
When I know any moment my world could collapse
I'm alright
It's just when I breathe it gets hard to believe
That I'm fine
I'm fine
Words have been stuck inside of my chest
'Cause everything I say feels like a waste of my breath
I'm so ashamed of who I've been lately
Spend all my time findin' ways to escape me
Sorry that I haven't been returnin' your calls
It's just that I'd rather do nothin' at all
And to make some excuses for where I've gone wrong
Instead of bringin' you along
I say I'm fine
When I know any moment my world could collapse
I'm alright
It's just when I breathe it gets hard to believe
In the light
Lie, lie to myself
Push them away 'cause I won't ask for help
Run and hide
It's just when I breathe it gets hard to believe
That I'm fine
It's just when I breathe it gets hard to believe
That I'm fine
Words are just complicated air flow
And every cry for help is like an echo
I can't explain all that I've done
So I just say I'm fine
When I know any moment my world could collapse
I'm alright
It's just when I breathe it gets hard to believe
In the light
Lie, lie to myself
Push them away 'cause I won't ask for help
Run and hide
It's just when I breathe it gets hard to believe
That I'm fine
It's just when I breathe it gets hard to believe
That I'm fine
I'm fine
Fine