I wake up feeling not okay, just the same as yesterday I mean I can't keep my thoughts straight' no need to explain Don't wanna live life stuck in this headspace And I hope things start to change Might go crazy if they stay the same Because this life is a fast race' and I'm in last place And I don't wanna be (sad forever) And you know sometimes I try to be somebody I'm not I still got problems with my body' think about it a lot And I could tell you that I'm sorry but you know what, I'm not Cause this is who I am And I know sometimes I get a little stuck in my head Telling everyone around me that I wish I was dead But I think the way I'm thinking needs some changing instead Cause I love who I am Oh, this is where I'm at This is what I dress like This is how I act You cannot make me feel like it is now or never I don't want to be sad forever Oh' this is who I am You say you don't like it, I don't give a damn You cannot make me feel like it is now or never I'm not gonna be sad forever I don't wanna be, so I'm not gonna be I don't wanna be sad forever I don't wanna be' so I'm not gonna be I don't wanna be sad forever I like watching Spy Kids 3, with the 3D glasses on And I know every single word to every old school, pop-punk song And I know you're watching me, thinking where did he go wrong But I can tell you that I'm fine, and all my business is my own And I bet you're probably thinking that I'm stuck in my ways Cause I can sit on my computer and do nothing for days And to you I might be crazy but for me it's okay Cause this is who I am And maybe I don't clean my room up just as much as I should But I can play the ukulele and it sounds kind of good Go ahead and try to test me cause I wish that you would I still love who I am. (woah) Oh, this is where I'm at This is what I dress like This is how I act You cannot make me feel like it is now or never I don't want to be sad forever Oh, this is who I am You say you don't like it, I don't give a damn You will not make me feel like it is now or never I'm not gonna be sad forever I don't wanna be, so I'm not gonna be I don't wanna be sad forever I don't wanna be, so I'm not gonna be I don't wanna be sad forever Oh, this is where I'm at This is what I dress like This is how I act You cannot make me feel like it is now or never NOPE! Oh, this is where I'm at This is what I dress like This is how I act You cannot make me feel like it is now or never I don't want to be sad forever Oh, this is who I am You say you don't like it, I don't give a damn You will not make me feel like it is now or never I'm not gonna be sad forever Oh