I'm seeing the eyes in the dark again
Always watch every move hoping to catch me
Can't even tell what is real
I'm always looking over my shoulder convinced that something's there
Fuck, losing face to the void again
Broadcasting all of my failures to
Mysterious entities or any motherfucker with a reason to harm
I'm consuming anything to dull the edge
So I don't think about the things
That others can perceive about my life
Conscious leaving in a state of emptiness
The eyes return, they're always there
To think I'll escape was a fabulous lie
Fuck! Is anyone out there?
Fuck it, come show your face, you cowards, I'm under control
I can't relax, every nerve is about to break
I can't handle the uncertainty
They're watching
They're watching at you
They're watching
They're watching
Seventeen seconds to compromise
All it takes is kerosene to believe that you're clear, I reckon
That you feel safe, caught up in your own lane
Ditch the happy face, I oughta stomp it until your nose caves
What makes you think that your thoughts are yours?
That you're not a dog slave running around on all fours?
So they place the wool over
And your eyes selling you your own damn lies, come on!
Fuck! There's no way you believe this
(There's no way you believe this!)
Stuck underneath the cover that you made
I try to clear the back for your mind
You die, an empty nothing, piece of shit, bitch
I can't handle all of this uncertainty
Is it all real or in my head?
Does it really matter if it's still my life?
Falling farther into this chasm I call
My mind and all it's nervous thoughts
I wish I could just live a regular life
(Fuck me)
(Fuck me)
(Fuck me)
(Fuck me)
Why can't I shake this?
Know it's a delusion, but it feels so real
I'm feeling sick, surrounded on all sides
But when I turn around I see no one
Fuck this, I'm done throwing away the pieces because
Something in my brain tells me they just don't fit
Pieces of me, my life and everything I've lived
Shattered, cut like glass, fingers shred to make them stay