Can't believe the person I used to be Break into your house while you sleep Can't leave your keys out around me More than down to catch a felony Figured I'd be dead by twenty Cuz everyone will have left me The whole world was out to get me So I'll get away with what you'll let me Can't even think back on my early twenties without wincing Moved on from trying to dry up your pension To a bad case of bitter genius syndrome Had to let everyone know I was the smartest in the room Lived for a conflict, I'll embarrass you Thought I'd get revenge on the world for what it put me through I'm the main character and you're just here to service the plot So I'll write you off without a second thought Oozing fake charisma Anyone would kill to take your spot Won't apologize for going too far or for any slip of the tongue Went mad with the power denied to me when I was young Thought this was how I had to act to be someone And god I just want to be someone I lived reckless, I been broke bad I've been trying to grift you out of everything that you have Lived for the chaos back then, but now I don't understand How I became the glove when I was the punching bag I think of Kansas City and everyone there How I treated them like my cross to bare I tried to walk around like I didn't care Now I wonder if I'm somebody's nightmare