I've trapped myself in chains
I don't know how to change
Is this the way that this will always be?
I wear a smile to hide
That I'm messed up inside
Can I drag myself out of this misery?
Don't dare to be alone
'Cause when I'm on my own
I lose control over my own head
I can hear the voices
They don't give me a choice
They lead me straight to my own death
I keep surrounding myself with the noise
Just so I don't have to hear my own voice
When no one's around I am glued to my phone
Just so I don't have to feel alone
I no longer know what to expect
When everyone around me seems so perfect
But let me tell you, I can't live up to
The perfect picture, that's portrayed of me
Don't know how to switch off
I just can't get enough
I'm addicted to my own timeline
'Cause that's the only way
For me to hide away
Problems that wander in my mind
I am confessing that I'm not alright
That I have a problem deep down inside
It's a disease and we're all infected
It's a drug, pull the plug, get me disconnected
I no longer know what to expect
Everyone around me seems so perfect
But let me tell you, I can't live up to
The perfect picture, that's portrayed of me
I no longer know what to expect
Everyone around me seems so perfect
But let me tell you, I can't live up to
The perfect picture, that's portrayed of me