Don't know what kept me alive
'Cause I lived, my life in overdrive
I drank every bottle dry
And then went for a another try
I know this is ain't the solution, but my vices are haunting me
How to get rid of these bad habits
I don't even have the slightest idea
I can't get back the years that I've been living life so wrong
But everybody has to fall down before they ever grow strong
I need to learn from everything (that) I've done
'Cause everybody has to fall down before they ever grow strong
Don't know what kept me alive
'Cause I lived my life in overdrive
It's getting harder to open up, about the things that I've locked up
Playing hide and seek with my own thoughts
I can't get back the years that I've been living life so wrong
But everybody has to fall down before they ever grow strong
I need to learn from everything (that) I've done
'Cause everybody has to fall down before they ever grow strong
I never learned to talk about my feelings and my past
I never knew what it was like when someone cared or someone asked
I never learned to talk about my feelings and my past
I never knew what it was like when someone cared or someone asked
About all the pain and all the hurdles that I had to overcome
For me to open up to someone
I can't get back the years that I've been living life so wrong
I can't get back the years that I've been living life so wrong
'Cause everybody has to fall down before they ever grow strong
I never learned to talk about my feelings and my past
I never knew what it was like when someone cared or someone asked
About all the pain and all the hurdles that I had to overcome
For me to open up to someone