Oh, I didn't picture it like this
Where's the chains and the rain?
I was falling down before I even got up that day
Packing my bags was I all had
Just get up and go and don't look back
I'll find someone else
I'm gonna need some kind of strength
To rebuild everything up again
I thought I knew what this all was about
You slipped through my hands as I figured it out
I promise I want this
I thought I knew what this all was about
(Slipped through my hands as I figured it out)
I turned my back to the things that you say
(And I swear to God that I shouldn't have left)
You know, I didn't picture it like this
'Cause in my head this plan was solid
I guess I didn't account for the detours
I got a little bit sick of the detours
In my mind I was looking for a fresh start
I couldn't find what I was looking for in your heart
You shut me out and that shut me down
I'm gonna need much more than strength
If I'm ever going to see you again
I turned my back to the things that you said
And I swear to God that I shouldn't have left
I never gave up
But I can't bear to stay (you've had enough now)
I never gave up even if you think I did
I'll admit (I should take the blame for this)
I never gave up
I would never make you stay (you had enough now)
I never gave up even if you think I did
I'll admit (I should take the blame for this)
If you can't be okay
Then I won't be fine
It's harder to pretend that I am alright
Now everything's falling
I don't have much time
But I can't be with you until I'm alright
If you can't be okay
Then I won't be fine
It's harder to pretend that I am alright
Now everything's falling
I don't have much time
But I can't be with you until I'm alright
I'm not alright
I'm not alright
I'm not alright
I'm not alright
Right now isn't the time for this
Right now isn't the time for this
Right now isn't the time for this
Right now isn't the time for this
I never gave up
But I can't bear to stay (you've had enough now)
I never gave up even if you think I did
I'll admit (I should take the blame for this)
I never gave up (right now isn't the time for this)
I would never make you stay (right now isn't the time for this)
I never gave up (right now isn't the time for this)
I would never make you stay (right now isn't the time for this)