I can't really focus on this pain right now
My schedule is booked and I'm away
I'm climbing on top of my fragile house
Built of impatience and dismay
I'm not here to face these worries now
With just enough patience I'll revive
Some might even say that I'm the lucky one
In search for everything
Still, I believe in nothing
I will see it through
Down the avenue of denial
My mind is piling up
Drinking from the cup of impulsivity
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Shades in the water
Disrupting the order
Crossing the border in vain
Boy dressed in blue light
The final rest for your sight
Fall with the landslide again
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I'll figure it out without addressing it
Don't wanna focus on the past
I can't deny this pain any longer (any longer)
The bubble is bursting and I'm free
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It's coming back to me
Where I used to be
It's over, over
Falling on my knees
There's no security
It's over
It's over
It's coming back to me
Where I used to be
It's over, over
Falling on my knees
There's no security
It's over
It's over
I will see it through
Down the avenue of Daniel
My mind is piling up
Drinking from the cup
Shades in the water
I will see it through
Down the avenue
My mind is piling up
Drinking from the cup of impulsivity
The mountain, the water
Disrupting the order
'Causing the pattern in vain (in vain, in vain)