There she goes She slipped again She's been known to get like this Every now and then She fills her head with clouds And runs away with marry jane She tries to block it out And numb her pain She's a beautiful disaster Often times she's plastered Medicating herself away She tried to hide from her remorse inside And all the tears she's cried in her dismay She's not well When she's in her mind She's been through hell Since it's her fault she left him behind She bares guilt like a cross She blames herself cause she survived She hurts cause she's still morns the loss Of each and every life She's a beautiful disaster Often times she's plastered Medicating herself away She tried to hide from her remorse inside And all the tears she's cried in her dismay She's a beautiful disaster Often times she's plastered Medicating herself away She tried to hide from her remorse inside And all the tears she's cried in her dismay No it is not her fault Herself assult She is missing her soul I hope she finds what she needs So she can be whole She's a beautiful disaster Often times she's plastered Medicating herself away She tried to hide from her remorse inside And all the tears she's cried in her dismay She's a beautiful disaster Often times she's plastered Medicating herself away She tried to hide from her remorse inside And all the tears she's cried in her dismay