Waiting up again to lose my mind
You prefer if I'm alone at night
Not sleeping, just thinking
Over all your alibis
You're always looking for a better plan
Somewhere you can get the upper hand
I can't place it, two faces
Look at me in broken glass
I gave it all for the best of you
Never knew what the worst of you could do
You woulda known I'd be gullible
I'd be gullible for you
I wish I saw all these red flags
I wish I stopped things from going bad
I didn't see your colours
I didn't see all the signs saying stay back
It's like you knew what to say by heart
You'd prefer if I just played my part
Half-culprit, half-puppet
Stringing me up in a mask
I lost it all when I made my break
Never knew why you wasted me away
You woulda known I'd ricochet
Ricochet back to you
I wish I saw all these red flags
I wish I stopped things from going bad
I didn't see your colours
I didn't see all the signs saying stay back
You had all your obsessions
I should've made the connections, let me state fact
I'm in deep water, I'm coming clean
But I'm not gonna fall again
And I'm done holding on to whatever is left
Oh, take what you think of me, I'll take the rest
Say what, what you want, I'll be free
I'll be sayin' my prayers, hope you say your peace
Say what, what you want, I'll be free
I'll be sayin' my prayers, hope you say your peace
I wish I saw all these red flags
I wish I stopped things from going bad
I didn't see your colours
I didn't see all the signs saying stay back
You had all your obsessions
I should've made the connections, let me state fact
I'm in deep water, I'm coming clean
But I'm not gonna fall again (not gonna fall again)
Say what, what you want, I'll be free
I'll be sayin' my prayers, hope you say your peace
Say what, what you want, I'll be free
I'll be sayin' my prayers, hope you say your peace
Say what, what you want, I'll be free
I'll be sayin' my prayers, hope you say your peace
Say what, what you want, I'll be free
I'll be sayin' my prayers, hope you say your peace