I hate this life, a suicide Could prevent the pain The world is cruel and now I feel That my love was in vain I stand all night and I pretend To know the ways of doom And I recognize that we're all children Of the dying moon... Oh, I will drown in my dreams the world around me Fades to a painting of tears that will destroy me I blame myself for all my deeds And pray with all my heart And when the sky is full of love The heaven falls apart I stand all night and I pretend To know the ways of God And I recognize that we're all children Made of holy blood...