I look back to a time When it all seemed to have meaning You got lost when I found help And there's no more guilty feeling No more In this world crashing down We are ending our sad story A vision of what should have become Its these thoughts that make me crazy The reflection reveals I must fall alone Now I'm here So fucked up With so many things distracting A new drug to fill the void It's not real but it is something That's right So much hate No more love As I'm scraping on the bottom Overcome A sick thought I must kill this situation The reflection reveals I must fall alone So reflection reveals I must fall to fly What else is there left to do? I've traveled through new worlds with you We'd watch the sea And days would never end You took me places no one's been It felt so pure with innocence I need to find my way back once again Now I'm paid to portray Dirty hateful misplaced maggot Fake each day Without lust Stripping away desires I've got All gone