He's wearing skinny jeans and vans that make him tall It's an irrational fear of feeling small How could I care about your opinion When you don't care about anything at all? I stay in bed all day avoiding my own thoughts How can I face the things I'm not? It's a cycle and I can't break free I don't wanna be seen, don't listen to me And if nothing really matters, why are we still here at all? I don't want your affection Give me attention I just feel so small Everything's fading away and I don't know my name I feel like a stupid little kid and cry Can't get rid of the rain clouds behind my eyes And I can't stop seeing ur name in every place I go It's like we are dying and know that we can't say goodbye I drove up these hills and I thought of your eyes I don't know why And if nothing really matters, why are we still here at all? I don't want your affection Give me attention I just feel so small And if nothing really matters, why are we still here at all? I don't want your affection Give me attention I just feel so small And if nothing really matters, why are we still here at all? I don't want your affection Give me attention I just feel so small And if nothing really matters, why are we still here at all? I don't want your affection Give me attention I just feel so small (I just feel so small)