I get so judged by all mistakes that I made in my past
The scariest part of this rap game is How
Long I'm gonna last and be countin' that cash
I look in the mirror, I see fear in my eyes
Everytime I smile, I'm telling a lie
If I'm being honest, I wanna cry
Man, I wanna Die
I was a kid, I was a child
Every decision I made It was wild
I got some haters they want me dead
Hopefully I never make em' smile
Who's my friend who do I trust
I trust god that's my dawg
Am I a bad person just because I fucked up and i broke the law
No, I'm not
I got a Heart
I will admit that
I wasn't smart
I had a roll in the movie they saw something and then I lost my part
Yeah, it hurt
It made me feel like a piece of dirt
I try so hard but Everytime I try nothing ever works
Look who I've become
Look at what I've done
I feel so numb
Life isn't fun
I'm on a mission to find myself
I think i need help
The only reason that you didn't know is cause' I keep it to myself
(The only reason that you didn't Know is cause' I Keep it to Myself)
I need help, I need help
Lately I been suicidal Thinkin' 'bout killing myself
I pray to God
Show me the way
Show me the way the light
I'm a thief in the night
If you ever need my advice
I'd probably tell you that everything will be alright
But the truth is I don't even believe the
Words that are comin' right outta my mouth
Money the root of all evil
I'm thinking of burning my house down
Down to the ground when noones around
My Mind, My Body, My Soul is Lost
An they all know it to be found
Maybe they're just out of town
I hope, i see them again
I'm losing all of my friends
Yeah, I said that I repent
They don't know where I have been
Yeah I did allot of evil
Yeah I did allot of evil
But when I make music like this song
I make it for the people
Look who I've become
Look at what I've done
I feel so numb
Life isn't fun
I'm on a mission to find myself
I think I need help
The only reason you didn't know
Is cause' I keep it to myself
(The only reason you ain't know is cause'I keep it to myself)
I need help, I need help, I need help
I said
I need help, I need help, I need help
I need help, I need help, I need help
(The only reason that you didn't know is cause' I keep it to myself)