I'm closed off from a world that makes me sick
When I step outside I wanna close my eyes
I'll take anything to escape my pain within
But then what happens when I'm dry?
And I'm feeling so lost
Don't know who I am
Can't remember where I've been
My mind rots from reflecting on my past
Which doesn't matter
If this shit just stays the same
I feel my soul lift up
This is not my home
I feel the wind push me
To where I really belong
(And I know that's not here)
Finding my place
When I'm left without a trace
Of the things that remind me of where I'm from
(Where the fuck is that?)
Flat on my face
With everything to waste
Well of course I'll watch my temptations succumb
I feel my soul lift up
This is not my home
I feel the wind push me
And now I've lost control
(Now I've lost control)
Hold me tightly
My skin's so cold
Wrap your arms around me
Let me freeze into your mold
Stuck in my mind's darkest corner
With nothing to move me forward but you
(And that's not true)
If I unbound the tie
Would I still feel like a liar
Would I still cover my face?
(Cover my face around you)
One last fucking chance
To face your fucking mistakes