I made a choice not long To travel on the brink Of the values I uphold And still believe in In the name of my crusade I sacrificed my pride To continue the charade While bide my time Why is it never enough Why do you bleed my soul Still not satisfied Now that you've taken all Never before did I plead You got me on my knees Caught in your embrace Till you let go of me You've succeeded where I failed Using methods I abhor Since blind violence is hailed As tool of first resort I'm not afraid to bear my cross Face the burden of betrayal To regain what I have lost I have to lose my way Can I hide my secret intentions Can I deny who I am How much longer Can I keep on pretending To wear the mantle of someone That I know I'm not