I wanna be a saint But i end up a pain I wanna be your love But i can't get my mind off this drug Somebody please won't somebody help me out Cause i can't decide just what it is i think i wanna feel right now These walls are closing in I'm sick as a dog with doubt but i want more I wanna be inside She shows me how to feel alive I wanna be a good friend But i end up alone once again Lock myself up in this room With a pocketful to dull the pain Try to find some inner peace But the silence is driving me insane Comfortable In ropes and chains Cuts off the flow of thoughts That i don't want to feel today Concious now But not the same Fall again and i don't know What i want to feel today I'm fed up with today I want to feel today I wanna be a saint But i end up a pain I wanna be your love But i can't get my mind off this drug