I can not carry on Pretend to be invulnerable There's something here so wrong I can not hide I must move on But in my life so long There has to be something for me Something or someone Who can ease the pain Relief I gain Again and again To stop this rain And to keep me sane Relief I gain Watching from outside What seems to be some others life Waving my goodbye To something that just wasn't right It's kind of strange, at least to me What people do unconsciously Though they not intend to stray They do it anyway They need someone to say "Get your mind away from darkness I want you to feel some joy within" But in my life so long There has to be something for me Something or someone Who can ease the pain Release me In my life so long There has to be something for me In my life so long There has to be something else Relief I gain