Please someone help me
Please save me I'm not fine
Paranoid thoughts break me down
Why can't I help myself?
I'm trapped in the darkest of pits
Just can't understand why there's no movement
Taking steps and falling under
Broken sense held tight by bricks and mortar
No comfort no rest no break
Blackened thoughts disperse and claim all prey
No sleep
Constant tax and toll destroying sanity
Fuck this shit it won't be my end
Don't push me I'm about to break
I'm not the same man I was yesterday
I'm just not myself
Crushed by my own hate
For everything I've done
For every action lying in wait
Never taking time to see my bright side
Like there's something to hide
I've got nothing to hide no
Bitterness engulfs taking control of me
Fuck this shit there's no fucking end
I just never change
And every decision is always too late
I'm fucked
And that cuts me up
But there's no satisfaction if I'm six feet deep
My mind is a cycle of endless despair
And every moment alive is a constant attack
That deprives me of sights that would guide me to see
That everything I loathe is my only way to be free
Let me be
I need some time
Just please
Let me be
Crowded by space
Just please
Let me be