Cause see, I miss you and I love you and I hope you're doing well But these things I'm doing on my own are priceless and it helps that You fucked me up a little bit too much, it hurt like hell So now every time I think of it I'm laughing to myself like Oh my, Oh my god Really did it to myself like, let this guy Think that he was something else all high and mighty When we all know men ain't shit, and it hit When I finally let the bitch out of her cage, like Tell him off! Screaming all the things I held in way too long But when I finally let it out it felt so wrong Cause I miss you and I love you So now I'm writing this song See I hoped that it would work out like it did Cause I'm sinister and maybe kind of fucked up in the head So I'm always kind of manifesting things will turn to shit Even though I try to play it like I'm this spiritual bitch Really got my shit together Oh my god When in reality my head hurts from this wine I've been chugging on my bedroom floor since a quarter past nine Thinking maybe I should text you and lay out the bottom line, like Go off! Screaming all the things I held in for way too long But when I finally let it out it felt so wrong Cause I miss you and I love you So now I'm here on my floor writing this song And let me just be honest with myself I thought that you were magic and this shit would last forever But I was just a love struck little child I'm out here on my own and I swear I am doing better, but I miss you and I love you and I hope you're doing well I promise if I call and you pick up that I won't yell At least that's what I'm telling myself Until I'm under your spell And I forget why I deleted your cell, like Oh my, Oh my god Really did it to myself like, let this guy Taint the water in my well like My oh my When we all know men ain't shit, then it hit So I finally let the bitch out of her cage, like Told him off! Screaming all the things I held in way too long And when I finally let it out I felt so strong Cause I miss you and I love you But we just don't get along