Verse 1: I changed my life for you and all that you could do Is betray me How could you play me? You got me doin things I know I shouldn't do Am I crazy, to live this way see I know I'm wrong I'm ashamed everyday We're not as one, but you think it's okay My life is not meant to be lived this way this way You Promised me, one day we would be husband and wife, but it seems to me You're moving further away from me, from me Chorus: Lord I'm trying to do what pleasing in your sight But I'm in love Right now I'm caught up Instead of leaving I know you be right by my side And you'll make a way Just have it your way Verse 2: I've spent too much time, playin wife For many nights keepin you happy (Giving you all of me) My way But every morning, feeling guilty 'cause your lying next to me O Lord forgive me, I thought by now we'd be married 4 months ago, you promised me By now I'd have my wedding ring, you've shown no commitment to me, to me I cannot blame you, for using me, if I continue to let this be 'Cause shackin with a man just ain't me, ain't me Chorus