All I can ever be to you Is the darkness that we knew And this regret I got accustomed to Once it was so right When we were at our high Waiting for you in the hotel at night I knew I hadn't met my match But every moment we could snatch I don't know why I got so attached It's my responsibility And you don't owe nothing to me But to walk away I have no capacity He walks away The sun goes down He takes the day, but I'm grown And in your wake, in this blue shade My tears dry on their own I don't understand Why do I stress the man When there's so many bigger things at hand We coulda never had it all We had to hit a wall So this is inevitable withdrawal Even if I stop wanting you And perspective pushes thru I'll be some next man's other woman soon I cannot play myself again I should just be my own best friend Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men He walks away The sun goes down He takes the day, but I'm grown And in your wake, in this blue shade My tears dry on their own So we are history Your shadow covers me The sky above ablaze He walks away The sun goes down He takes the day, but I'm grown And in your wake, in this blue shade My tears dry on their own I wish I could say no regrets And no emotional debts Cos as we kiss good bye the sun sets So we are history Your shadow covers me The sky above a blaze that only lovers see He walks away The sun goes down He takes the day but I'm grown And in your wake, in this blue shade My tears dry on their own He walks away The sun goes down He takes the day but I am grown And in your wake My deep shame My tears dry on their own He walks away The sun goes down He takes the day but I'm grown And in your wake My deep shame My tears dry