Am I supposed to live my life In the shadows of what I've lost? My life was so dark I even wondered If there's a sun above And you think you can judge me? You fucking prick My life has made me so dark I even make medicine sick Welcome to the devastation of my mind Destruction and pain Is all that's running through my veins Emotionless decay You took all of my pride away I can't be the same Guy that I was and you're to blame Darkness revealing Demons haunting me again Bullet to my brain A monster evolving Motherfucker die I will bring you pain You killed everything that was good in me Bitch don't stay - fuck I was so blind But never again My humanity's erased Give up I wont let you win this fight Motherfucker die, take my soul away You made me freak out For a thousand times Now see the flames of hell Burning in my eyes Why can't I just feel What they all call love? Why is there violence, suffering, fighting, crying, and wars? No wonder I can't feel a damn thing My soul is bleeding Set me free I wanna stay away From this fucking misery Erase my soul Let it bleed Let it go Erase my soul Throw me to the wolves Let 'em take my bones