I'm not holding half the keys To getting where I ought to be, yeah I'm not getting anywhere 'Cause I'm too good to even care I'm not holding half the keys To getting where I ought to be, yeah But I'm not seeing anything Where I have not already been On the train I don't look out the window anymore Going over the bridge When it rains I don't dance in the street anymore Like when we were kids On the sidewalk I don't notice the cracks anymore, no When I try I can't remember the reason No more, no more And I cry 'cause it's true Yeah I die in my living room Every night And I cry 'cause it's true Yeah I die in my living room Every night For a moment it feels like I'm living again The way that it was And it goes just as fast as I had it, my friend The way that it does I will chase that til I can't anymore, no And the days are not for getting over with No more, no more And I cry 'cause it's true Yeah I die in my living room Every night And I cry 'cause it's true Yeah I die in my living room Every night And I cry 'cause it's true Yeah I die in my living room Every night And I cry 'cause it's true Yeah I die in my living room Every night I can't I can't I can't keep on going like this I can't keep on going on doing nothing 'bout it I can't I can't Keep on