I wear this cloak of lies
It always protects me but not this time
They see right through me
I've lost the spark in the white of my eyes
These empty spaces
Were once so full of self respect and my pride
Darkness consumes me
My only thoughts are how and when will I die
This suffocation
It robs me from the thought of being alive
Self separation
Hiding from myself so that I can survive
I can't escape this hell
When will this come to pass
Why can't I run from this
It chases me, down my wrist
It chases me down my wrist
I'm all alone
I've got no place to call my own
I'm on the brink of letting go
Down, to the darkness
I descend
I'm looking forward to the end
I walk through life now
A fraud a fake artificially grin
They walk right past me
And they don't know the fucking hell I'm in
I lie awake at night
And hope that when I dream
I die in my sleep
I'm in the trenches
Now someone tell me
How did I get so deep
Depression
Deep inside I know that I'm alone
Sensation
I've lost my touch with nowhere to go
I am slipping into darkness
I am falling far from grace
These dark thoughts
They overwhelm me
I am just a waste of space
I Can't Breathe
I Can't Breathe
I'm all alone I've got no place to call my own
I'm on the brink of letting go
Down, to the darkness I descend
I'm looking forward to the end
(Forward to the end)
I'm backed into a corner
My line is razor thin
My blood is getting warmer
This is my only fucking option
I'm tearing out of my skin
Just to be myself
I can't take it anymore