I seen it comin
A lot of this dont result to runnin
A little worried
I heard rumblins within my stomach
What is this feelin?
Wh do I feel like I'm 'bout to vomit
Everything is crashin 'round me like a fuckin comet
And y'all be askin, what we have in common?
Nothin if we honest
Y'all niggas imposters
I don't find y'all amusing to fuckin slightest
There's darkness all around me, please hold up your lighters
I'd stay awhile but I don't even know you
I got paranoia
Please take me back to the warmness
The feeling, I need Southern California
I never been there but I know I know it
'Casue I can feel the moment
And I can feel the fire
Inside me burnin slowly
I can't let it fade away
I hold it to me closely
I'll follow after shortly
Probably, mostly I'm just
Trynna avoid turnin ghostly
Do anything to avoid casualties
Don't wear my heart on my sleeve
On my skin I could bleed
'Cause the pain runs deep
But you will not see
I'm askin God in my sleep
What are you offering me?
Can I be like 23?
Or am I 24?
Imitation in this life, this shit is stressful you know
Not everybody can be Jordan, we don't all go pro
So I'ma give you all I got before I adios
Palm trees, warm breeze, keep it all behind me
Calm seas, nose bleeds, you will never find me
I just wanna go somewhere where I don't have no worries
You can see me in my kingdom, livin out my glory
On the grass, star gazin on my territory
Relax and take my time I'm never in a hurry
I miss when granny used to tell me all her stories
I don't have no dreams left in my inventory
'Cause I dont really sleep no more
Lately been pullin all nighters 'cause my peeps don't close
My anxiety's been flarin, I can feel my woes
Battlin depression, but who's been keepin score?
And I heard Miami poppin, but we all know it's not like Cali
From Beverly Hills to chillin in the valley
A legacy holds forever and it's so astounding
But if I die early, I hope you tell em all about me
I found out I was about to be a father
Then in a blink, they were taken away from me
God please tell my unborn child about me
Before it's all over gotta tour that coast and
When I'm all done, then I can ghost I
Gotta stay strong can't forget my goals man
I been feelin down I must my relax my soul
Woah