You were my all You were my fall When I was younger Young as a child I never cared for You running wild I mirrored your movements You questioned my will I had no other You made me still Now my heart is dark I suppress the will to move on Never evolving Can I blame you For anything Silently waiting For a recall Out in the open Fighting it all I scream without power I whisper a prayer Someone, drag me out of dirty water My thoughts are binding me your hate is killing me Look at the hatred I spread Losing control of my innocence No longer innocent Your face is glittering You keep on pushing me over the edge I have become all you wanted This is the end of it all I'm falling down in the Cradle of my selfishness