I find it strange with strangers We were so close not so long ago No, I didn't mean to break us Now I'm wishing that I left your heart alone And I write everything on paper And I had everything to make this house a home Make this house a home And I know it's all my fault The way I let you fall I wish there was another way to say Even though the love is gone I hope you're movin' on Even when I try to hide the pain It's in my muscle memory I was doing you a favour When I told you I should be alone No, I didn't mean to break us But I've been dealing with my demons on my own And I can see in my behaviour I'm getting high, so I can hide the lows And it's not getting any clearer It's on me to make the change And I know it's all my fault The way I let you fall I wish there was another way to say Even though the love is gone I hope you're movin' on Even when I try to hide the pain It's in my muscle memory And I know it's all my fault The way I let you fall I wish there was another way to say Even though the love is gone I hope you're movin' on Even when I try to hide the pain It's in my muscle memory