You're a split identity A fault line on the border A disorder
When you pulled out the IV I spent two days looking for ya What a horror What a prison to live in your mind Like a building that leaves on the lights What a freedom to feel the outside Barefoot in a hospital gown On the train ride I don't wanna be this type of way I don't wanna be this type of way ♪ I'm a split identity A breath held underwater A little softer It's a painful history How will I tell my daughter It gets harder It's a prison to live in your mind With a child living on the inside What a freedom to quit keeping time Fucked up in the hours alone All my nights I don't wanna be this type of way I don't wanna be this type of way Am I the sun? You stared at me in the rear view Meltin' under your gaze No, I don't want to be this type of way