I left without an explanation I disappeared without a trace It started as a mere flirtation But now, it's written on my face: That I'm not here at all I'm stuck in last weekend Reliving moments in my head And so I booked a ticket I'm leaving now I'm not running away, not running away But can't go back I'm not running away, not running away now I'm not running away, not running away But can't go back I'm not running away, not running away I loved you with a desperation I stuck around for far too long But passion is a destination And this desire's much too strong It's pulling me away It's pushing on my lungs I knew there'd come a day I'd find a new addiction I need him now I'm not running away, not running away But I can't go back I'm not running away, not running away now I'm not running away, not running away But I can't go back I'm not running away, not running away Days that come and days that go Never gonna find my way back home I was yours to take, you know Days that come and days that go Never gonna find a way back home I'm too loud to wait, you know You can't escape the past But I just got my heartbeat back I just need some distance Between us now I'm not running away, not running away But I can't go back I'm not running away, not running away now I'm not running away, not running away But I can't go back I'm not running away, not running away I'm not running away, not running away But I can't go back I'm not running away, not running away now I'm not running away, not running away But I can't go back I'm not running away, not running away