Another month, another year I think I'd wait another thousand years To just go back to the very start When you and I first fell so deep in love I don't know why and I don't know how But I can't move and erase what we used to have Maybe it was never true love Maybe I was blind to the lies that you always told I know you're long gone, you'll never come back I know your days of loving me has past But it's okay, I'm still your friend Because that's the closest to you that I'll ever get You're just a ghost to me You're just a memory And you'll be gone gone gone gone You're gone gone gone gone I can't pretend it doesn't hurt me These fucking wounds ain't fucking healing I'll start to say shit I'll regret tomorrow But right now I'll laugh it off and say I'm drunk I know you care, you always tell me I know you're still there for me when I can't be But right now I'm desperate for poison, you're toxic And I can say that right now I'm ready to die You stole a piece of my heart that I'll never get back no I'll never get back