These thoughts I'm always thinking I think them all the time These thoughts I'm always thinking There always on my mind I feel like I Am sinking I feel that I can drown And every time I'm sinking It's lower then the fucking ground I'm sick and tired of feeling sick and tired And Even though I'm down i'm shaking and I'm wired Don't tell me that I haven't been trying My time is up yeah it's expired Where I've been and what I've done This ends now this is done No more excuses I can't run Will the pain ever stop or has it just begun?