Not gonna lie I'm fucked up inside Wishing all these feelings would just subside But they won't So slit my throat I'm beginning to give up all hope I hope you choke on the false reality of what you've become Standing alone next to none So fucking toxic I think I've lost it I can't even fall asleep in my bed These demons lurking in my head Here I am opening myself again Just to see if I'm even human I've made a vow to never fucking sin again I'm too weak to speak out I'm just the victim Over and over again I think I've lost the only part that mattered Over and over again Bound to an anchor of my mistakes All I know is that I hate everything I've had enough and I'm headed straight for hell Put me under your spell take me straight to hell I am under your spell A worthless fail I'll make you my victim