Living in a blur and a constant state of enmity
And swallowing every word that he wants to scream
Till he breaks and bleeds writhes in his own agony
Discovering what he knows he will never be
He will never be you
His children will never know the hell hes been through
Hide in shadows all you want the light will bleed through
God as my witness
Tip toe through swamps and marshes
Held back by a hope you'll understand how important this second chance is
But thoughts become mundane
Hopes succumb to an indolent atrophy
Where did you go what did you say
I thought it was forever
You said you'd take your promises down to your grave
But you lost sight of how much you meant to me
I can't forget your face when you got in bed with pride and forgot family
This is phantom pain
You think you're beyond the crimes
Of misery and suffering
Of misery and suffering
Sad man sad life
Exist in pain
Are you proud