I'm sick of waking up, and i never seem to sleep
I'm sick of throwing shit up and I don't really wanna eat
Stop pretending that you care cus there ain't nobody there
I'm sitting all alone and I'm talking to an empty chair
Another headache again with sinus screaming i descend
From a dream into this nightmare that never seems to end
Waiting at a traffic light, but i'm only seeing red
I see death is laughing just beside my bed
But he don't wanna take me
In this slow decay, I'm fading away
No, I'm not okay because I'm sick of me
In this slow decay, I'm fading away
No, I'm not okay because I'm sick of me
I'm staring at the mirror but the image starts to fade
I try to socialize but I don't want to masquerade
Everyday's another obstacle and i don't wanna do it
Feel like I'm a bloody burden putting everybody through it
Every part of me is broken or its just about to break
I just keep on falling and the world just loves to take
Everything i've ever loved is underground and i'm forgotten
I don't want to be awake because i feel so fucking rotten
In this slow decay, I'm fading away
No, I'm not okay because I'm sick of me
In this slow decay, I'm fading away
No, I'm not okay because I'm sick of me
In this slow decay, I'm fading away
I'm not okay because I'm sick of me!
In this slow decay, I'm fading away
I'm not okay because I'm sick of me!
Just take me away, cus I'm not okay
Just take me away, cus I'm not okay