Wake up every morning wish the day would end Long nights got me overthinking everything I'm getting used the pain I start to feel numb, um Tell me what I gotta do to feel alright, yeah Mama told me that it's alright But it's not so I drank oh no I don't understand what you're saying till I'm sober Will you say it again when it's over I've been trying to search for angels fighting demons I think I've found happiness in self destruction Living hell depressed oh fuck I'm overthinking Too scared to show no I don't wanna spill my weakness Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills I hate to admit but I don't think I can quit my addiction I'm so happy (so happy) Oh, what a wonderful life I'm so happy (so happy) What a wonderful life ♪ These nights I'm lost in my head I don't know when to get out She might be fucking someone else While I'm alone in my bed Hallelujah Jesus save us hands together I'm on my knees again, praying Hoping that you'll be there when I come down Can't fucking take this will you chase me When I run out Living hell depressed oh fuck I'm overthinking Too scared to show no I don't wanna spill my weakness Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills I hate to admit but I don't think I can quit my addiction I'm so happy (so happy) Oh, what a wonderful life I'm so happy (so happy) What a wonderful life ♪ Yeah 悲しくなんかないんだ いつだって俺はhighだ パパは俺よりdrugを愛してる ママ泣いてる パパはいつも泣いてるママを殴ってる 泣いてる 地元なんかいらないから 何処かへ逃げようよ 何処かへ逃げようよ 東京 二人暮らそうよ 幸せに暮らそうよ 気付いたら俺は業の最中にいた お父さんが好きだったアレがもっと欲しい ごめんママ もう Living hell depressed oh fuck I'm overthinking Too scared to show no I don't wanna spill my weakness Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills I hate to admit but I don't think I can quit my addiction Depressed oh fuck I'm overthinking Too scared to show no I don't wanna spill my weakness Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills I hate to admit but I don't think I can quit my addiction (I'm so happy) My addiction Oh, what a wonderful life Oh, what a wonderful life