I wonder if you're acting different now Do you still keep your problems to yourself Though I've no right to pick the flowers that you never cared about Are all your friends packing up and moving out Cuz mine are flying soon But I can't even figure out What I want for myself Is it that hard to tell My pain is only relevant When it helps to keep me sane But I don't think its healthy If I'm numb to your mistakes Oh I don't wanna walk away What do I say when We come face to face and I want to tell you that my world is different now What do I say when I see you're okay and Everything's better now And I allow myself to smile Somedays I dont wanna think about How I'm the only one to feel alone and by myself Though it's not a competition I still feel like I lose My pain is only relevant When it helps to keep me sane But I don't think its healthy If I'm numb to your mistakes Oh I don't wanna walk away What do I say when We come face to face and I want to tell you that my world is different now What do I say when I see you're okay and Everything's better now And I allow myself to smile (What do I say when) (I see you're okay and) (Everything's better now) (And I allow myself to smile)