Sometimes I believe I don't amount to much
This pessimism isn't worth a buck
When it comes to crunch time and
I believe these lies getting left behind
Watching steam rise
Was I put on earth to remind to myself
That I'm a totally worthless waste of space
A nervous wreck I need a change of pace
That's where I place my faith
I just take break I never break leg
I can't take the pain
I fake the pain to avoid the strain
No pain no gain
I guess that doesn't mean no gain in weight
I need to buy a bike ride around a lake
But I can't find the time and don't have the change
I lack the will all I have is won't
So I sit here still collecting dust
While I mope I've lost all hope
I breathe and it's without thinking
The mountains are falling or is it illusion am I the one growing
I sigh emotion releasing
The mountains are falling or is it illusion am I the one growing
I can't imagine laughing
In the midst of what is happening
My heart hurts I can't fathom
All of the time that's passed
Since Adam and Eve I get glad then grieve
Sad for the deceived thankful I believe
They see that the body is filled with hypocrisy
And it is
Maddening at times it overloads my mind
I just can't find peace in my time piece
Watching minutes fly by my eyes I try to dry them
Can't keep quiet i take a deep breath that's
Followed by a sigh this sign of stress
Show that I need rest I try to rest assured
In my knowledge of the word
Life is all a big blur and we've all been hurt
Heartaches to hard ships a life times worth of
Baggage in emotional compartments
It started way back before the red sea parted
And will continue on I carry on
Be strong like these songs say I'll keep on
I breath in deep quit losing sleep
I breathe and it's without thinking
The mountains are falling or is it illusion am I the one growing
I sigh emotion releasing
The mountains are falling or is it illusion am I the one growing
We've met an enemy with a venom in his speech
And a never ending reach
Or at least it seems misleading all these people
That have all seen false teaching so please believe
We need to be thee ones that will be feeding the hungry
While the bass is bumping they keep on jumping
That special something is what we bring
A sigh of relief I breath when we see all these
Peeps vibing it's so exciting it's not the lighting
It's that my writing has been providing
Me with a way to free
What I've seen & feel
Believe is real we've seen healed more heart on record
Then a cardiologist at the top of his field
Got a crop full of skill that I harvest and deal out
Over beats when I'm rocking I will
Rightly divide so tightly
That I get them hype off the light
In the right frame of mind the eyesight of Christ
Make a mic seem divine
It's not me or the mic that belongs in a shrine
I'll stop on a dime when I find its my time
I'm now in my prime and
I breath in real deep for the sake of mankind
I consider gravity
Breathing it's natural beat
Never sleepy or irate
Always keeping it's pace
I breathe and it's without thinking
The mountains are falling or is it illusion am I the one growing
I sigh emotion releasing
The mountains are falling or is it illusion am I the one growing
Someone like me might seem like
I might need something like sleep
I finally confined the beast inside of me I'm free
I released him with a piece of me
That I know I do not need
I used to cry and scream but now
I handle these things silently
I'm on my knees my God please direct me
Be my pilot please fly me to a place
Where there is time to put my mind at ease
I find my peace inside of me
Each time i breathe in deep
I give it all to God no longer look like I need sleep