I'm so homesick
I don't know where home is
But, I feel so hopeless
I don't know what's wrong with me
I guess, I'm homesick
I don't know where home is
But, I feel so hopeless
I don't know what's wrong with me
I guess, I'm homesick
I don't know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don't know what's wrong with me I'm
Try'na feel safe, even as an adult
'Cause growin' up
I ain't never really found me a home
I had a house
Like, yeah, I had a roof and a stove
I got a beautiful family
Water, food, and some clothes
But I was goin' through some shit
That I could never tell a soul about
Every day was gettin' worse
Self esteem was goin' south
Listen to my song, I'm not okay
Whenever it comes out
It'll tell you more about my life
From when I was a child
Yeah
I try to never let it get me down
As a kid, I tried to learn to swim
But then I fuckin' drowned
Yeah, I'm goin' through my life
Like, I'm tryna change
Even though I'm tryin' every day
And I still feel the same
I'm so homesick
I don't know where home is
But, I feel so hopeless
I don't know what's wrong with me
I guess, I'm homesick
I don't know where home is
But, I feel so hopeless
I don't know what's wrong with me
I guess, I'm homesick
I don't know where home is
But, I feel so hopeless
I don't know what's wrong with me I'm
Try'na find myself
In this mess of a home
Look at the ruins
I like it when I'm left here, alone
Just goin' through it
There's so much in my head, that's unknown
I cannot view it
So every time I'm gettin' too close
Then it's elusive
So, I just like to sit on my throne
Like I'm secluded
And if the demons get in my zone
Well, then I shoot 'em
I like to pick 'em clean, from the bones
For when I chew 'em
Repressed the memories, in my dome
Like I subdued it
Until I go to bed and lay
To sleep at night
Then they're takin' over everything
Just like a parasite
Yeah, I wake up in the morning
With some tired eyes
You're tellin' me I don't look okay
And I say, I'll be fine
Yeah, I guess I'm just a little homesick
Lookin' at my past, through flashbacks
Like old clips
It's kinda like a movie
That you've seen a thousand times
But you don't remember the plot
Outta sight, outta mind
I'm so homesick
I don't know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don't know what's wrong with me
I guess, I'm homesick
I don't know where home is
But, I feel so hopeless
I don't know what's wrong with me
I guess, I'm homesick
I don't know where home is
But, I feel so hopeless
I don't know what's wrong with me
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