I never learned to love myself
The only thing I ever learned, was how to numb myself
The age of 15, that's when I took the drugs to help
'Cause, I would rather feel anything, than feel what I felt
'Cause as a kid, I dealt with betrayal and trauma
Got sick of dealin' with drama
I took the drugs to feel calmer
'Til getting fucked up was normal
Used liquor and marijuana, to cope
I got addicted to hope
I'm at the edge of my cliff
Now, I've gotta let go
I pray to stars in the sky
All of the time
I know that I'll be okay
As long as I pray, on a shooting star
I pray to stars in the sky
All of the time
I know that I'll be okay
As long as I pray, on a shooting star
The only thing I've ever really had in my life, is my music
From ages 8 to 12, I dealt with a lot of abuse
And shit that I would rather not talk about, at the moment
It took me a while, to admit to my past and own it
But it made me who I am today
I used to be a lost soul, that was led astray
I was not okay
So, I laid on my bed, and prayed to stars in the sky
That I could survive this pain, that I would harbor inside
To shooting stars
I pray to stars in the sky
All of the time
I know that I'll be okay
As long as I pray, on a shooting star
I pray to stars in the sky
All of the time
I know that I'll be okay
As long as I pray, on a shooting star
I know life ain't what you hoped
But that's okay
That just means you've gotta grow
You've got a long way to go
I feel so lost in the dark
It's all in my head
That just means I've gotta grow
I've got a long way to go
I pray on a shooting star!
I pray on a shooting star!
'Cause, lately I'm going numb
Lately, I'm going numb
I pray on a shooting star!
I pray on a shooting star!
'Cause, lately I'm going numb
Lately, I'm going numb
I know life ain't what you hoped
But, that's okay
That just means you've gotta grow
You've got a long way to go