Not a smoke in the pack And the sky's turning black And I'm tryin' to wash down this aching So I drag off to bed With a prayer in my head For one night to pass without shaking Where is the road that you said we'd come to And where is the child my mother would hum to And when will the future stop showing the past I think I'll just turn out the light Took a vow to be true And now look at you Chasing small girls with big shoes and punctured skin Staring blank with fatigue 'Cause you're out of your league Are you sure it's your heart that you're following How far is heaven and how long to get there And when did this pain cut so deep Will you brush back my hair so I know that you're there And hold me till I fall asleep And how many years can we blow out the candles And still not understand That love, like an old piece of cloth from the attic Just came apart in our hands Kenny white... piano, string arrangement Shawn colvin... duet vocal