I feel disconnected
So far away
My mind's running, twisting
It feels so out of place
I've been living off this bottle
My life feels full throttle
So disconnected
I feel so out of place
I'm gone
♪
Aye, out of place, feel like outer space
Drifting off, now I'm out of ways
Trying to navigate around my mind
But I'm lost inside it, 'cause the shit a maze
Drown my thoughts, but they won't erase
And every time I do, I yell, my soul degrades
Deep down, y'all really know
I'm just runnin' from some shit I can't escape
All this pain, from my memories
All the scars, hidden underneath
All my dead brothers, that I see
When I close my eyes, when I go to sleep
Can't keep doing this, I understand
If I lose myself, then I lose my fam
Wanna get better, know I can
Tryin' to love myself, but don't know who I am
I feel disconnected
So far away
My mind's running, twisting
It feels so out of place
I've been living off this bottle
My life feels full throttle
So disconnected
I feel so out of place
I'm gone
Disconnected, this headache
Is gettin' worse, by the second
Deflecting these negative thoughts
I'm protecting my essence
I step in the session
To vent with these messages, I'm sendin'
To people I ain't even met
I never learned to love anybody, let alone me!
As a young kid, I was lonely!
But I liked that, let me write that!
In my notepad, you don't know me!
So I'm pouring this liquor, inside my apartment
Record it, then quit it, like this shit is garbage
I could do better than that, fuck!
I could do better than that!
I never connected with anybody, on a real level
Like a fucking puppet, call me Geppetto
Yeah, I'm hollow inside, like an old vessel
But I'm tryin' to change, I won't settle, anymore
All this pain, from the memories
All the scars, hidden underneath
They're sayin' I should be my best self
But I don't know if I could ever be
I feel disconnected
So far away
My mind's running, twisting
It feels so out of place
I've been living off this bottle
My life feels full throttle
So disconnected
I feel so out of place
I'm gone