Ha-ha-ha-aye
Smoked my first cigar today and I'm
Learning different ways to pray
I won't hide my love of the divine
I'm gonna let my little light shine
Surfacing the issues
Asking unafraid
Turning all the lights on
I'm letting in the day
See, I'm learning to give myself
Learning to give myself, learning to give myself a little grace
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Recently destroyed my knees
Lunging away different parts of me (different parts of me)
And now I'm questioning what I achieved
If what I lost is what I really needed (really needed)
Surfacing the issues
Asking unafraid
Turning all the lights on
I'm letting in the day
See, I'm learning to give myself
Learning to give myself, learning to give myself a little grace (grace)
Thoughts in a bag
Carry my questions with a loose hand
Maybe I'll understand
Maybe I'll understand, yeah, yeah
This is what it feels like (this is what it feels like)
This is what it feels like (this is what it feels like)
This is what it feels like to be alive
Yeah, tryna take it one day at a time
It's not like I'm in a race
That's just a metaphor that illustrates
That I've gotta show myself a little grace
Been this way since middle grade
Forgiven to my friends but with myself I eliminate
Any form of liberation
I tend to focus on my limitations
That only ends with commiserations
But unconditional love has got no stipulations
I am surfacing the issues
Asking unafraid
I'm turning all the lights on
Letting in the day
See, I'm learning to give myself
Learning to give myself
I am learning
To give myself some grace, some grace
I'm learning to give myself, oh
Some grace
Smoked my first cigar today
I am learning different ways to pray, yeah