Take off your shoes, it's getting late
And you're the reason I don't sleep
Willing to give more than I take
I'm just a secret that you keep
And getting weaker now, you've figured out
You've got a hold on me
I'd risk my life, drive late at night
If it meant sleeping skin on skin
You'd turn away, back to my face
But I'd be grateful that I'm in
The bed of somebody
Who tolerates my company
There must be something wrong with me
To settle so uncomfortably
Take my lungs, tie them up
That still wouldn't hurt as much
As when he lies there, hand in my hair
And says, "Of course it isn't love"
Laughs then goes, "I thought you'd know"
Well, that's a pretty fucked up joke
Anyone would wander home
But that would mean being alone
I'd rather lie there, I'd rather lie there
And laugh until I cry there
Video games I never play
But you've been practising for years
Rewatch the films you know I hate
I'm certain I could disappear
You wouldn't feel a thing, it's strange to think
You asked me to be here
I'd rearrange entire days
Just on the off chance that you're free
To lead me on in other ways
I shouldn't make it so easy
We used to talk for weeks
But talking lost its novelty
The devil lies on top of me
I'd rather that than nobody
Take my lungs, tie them up
That still wouldn't hurt as much
As when he lies there, hand in my hair
And says, "Don't go falling in love"
Force a smile, "Of course I won't"
But that's a pretty fucked up joke
Anyone would wander home
But that would mean being alone
I'd rather lie there, I'd rather lie there
And laugh until I cry there
Tired eyes
I see where this is going, it's too late to drive
My weakness is showing, don't act so surprised
Just one more night
Honestly
The hardest part of all of this is watching me
Becoming all the things I said I'd never be
Oh, honestly